that time of day

Why yes folks, it's that time of the day again!

Or should I say night? Late night blogging with Ems :).

I really should be sleeping as it's 4 in the morning, but I promised myself this is something I'd commit to. One day I'll look back and laugh at my stupid blog entries and memories of what I did that day will come flowing back. Don't you just love the feeling of nostalgia?


I wrote my Speculative Fiction: Fantasy final today. It was the first time in my entire university career that I've stayed till the very end of the exam, using all three hours that are provided. My hand hurt for about twenty minutes after that from writing for three hours straight and my neck was in pain from looking down for three hours. Every time I think I do well on an examination, I wind up doing poorly. Why is that? It makes me feel like I shouldn't try in life. I received my mark for a final research assignment I did for another class today as well. Plummeted straight into depression mode. I tried so hard, and got so far. Well, I guess I didn't, seeing my mark now... I really thought I did well. I did so much research and applied concepts ancient concepts to the contemporary world. It feels as though I didn't deserve the mark that I got. Maybe I am just a dumb person. I've been told that by many people but I always thought it was a joke. Maybe there's more truth to it than I thought.

On a lighter note, I woke up early to study and the first thing I do when I wake up is check my e-mail. What do I wake up to? An e-mail from Hautelook advertising the Rebecca Minkoff handbag sale. How did I not know about this before it began?! Come on Hautelook, gotta step up your game in promoting events! Anyways, I spent about an hour or so of my study time refreshing the page trying to get a hold on a MAC clutch. I failed. An hour wasted and I wasn't even able to get one! But after I got my mark tonight, I realized that it's probably because I didn't deserve to reward myself with the clutch anyway.

I'm just glad to be done tomorrow's exam so that I can go home, seeing as how I have about a week from tomorrow till my next exam. But four in one week was extremely brutal. I have a sushi date tomorrow so I am extremely excited about that. I will be stuffing myself with spicy salmon rolls and green tea ice cream.

I think this is the longest post I've made thus far, yet it is the one that took the least amount of time. Suppose I just have a lot on my mind today. I will now proceed to play Hayday.

Goodnight world,

Love Ems.